Breakin' Hearts

He said, "I need you" and I cried.

2008-10-16T09:05:55Z

Last night Stuart was having a night mare. I've heard him having them the last few nights but this one was... different. He was talking in his sleep and what not. I tried to wake him up, I couldn't. Even when I made the phone, which he uses as an ...

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God Is Great, Beer Is Good, And People Are Crazy!

2008-10-15T07:01:38Z

So when Stuart got home tonight I asked him to have a chat because I had some questions. I ask him if he's lied to anyone this past week. He said he has. I asked him if he's lied to me. He says he has about a few things. I nodded and mentioned how...

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What's Going On

2008-10-14T07:01:43Z

I've copied some of my recent posts on my LiveJournal here because a good friend of mine doesn't have LJ to see 'em. I'll keep this blog updated as well, because right now I need as many places to vent as I can find.

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Late Night Visitor

2008-10-14T06:46:42Z

Something's going on. Stu had gone to bed so I brought the laptop into my room. After about 45 minutes I hear something, and I called out his name... and he was outside my bedroom door. I got up and went out as he sat at the computer. He said the...

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Long Night, Long Update

2008-10-13T08:36:48Z

I decided to be selfish today. When Stuart got home tonight I decided to sit him down and let him have it. My planned speech was: "You're an asshole. You're a selfish prick. You don't care you're hurting me in all this, I get that. But what abou...

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Update

2008-10-10T20:16:46Z

Stuart sat down with me last night and let me ask the hard questions. Even though he was answering in ways that makes it obvious he's depressed, he didn't want to admit it. I finally asked him the hardest thing I've ever had to, because I knew it...

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Update: Small Progress

2008-10-10T04:53:47Z

Things are... meh, I dunno. They're not good, they're not any worse. I heard from Cory which helped a lot. A few times I've tried to start an e-mail to him and just couldn't bring myself to do it... so thank God he's pretty good about checking my...

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I Should Be Mad, Hurt, Upset... But I'm Calm

2008-10-08T23:05:23Z

Nope. No working things out, no thinking things through. He doesn't want to. He said, "I might be making a big mistake, but it's mine to make." Doesn't seem fair, but not much I can do about it. He's depressed... I'd been suspecting as much for ...

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Stu

2008-10-08T06:50:52Z

Stu came home today and announced that he thinks he's "done". It went so far as to discuss splitting property, money, etc. I've been a mess all day. Shelly came and hung out for a bit but I was pretty terrible company. To make matters worse he an...

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I'm Back

2008-09-15T07:49:04Z

Ah, it's time I start using this journal again! For my first post I deliver to you the brand new video from George Strait.

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